March 2012
What The Fuck Is This?
zsadisticxsyn:
nosferatud0esaheftydance:
brriiiiiiaaaaaaaaannn:
peacethroughmelodies:
marryme-zackyv:
syngateslover:
fuckinavenger:
sullivan-forever:
brokeenhome:
excuse me while I FUCKING MURDER SOMEONE FUCKING ADG LFAYHAWRB YLIRVAWBYLIRVAEWB YHLIRVAEBYLILRLAEL
what.
the.
fuck.
I will stick 2 un-lubricated rubber fists into that pukes anus… and I will...
February 2012
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My fiance and I just had sex... then he jumped...
Now all I can hear coming from the shower is him making Blue noises.
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Atrum's gone and I'm trying to eat my feelings by...
Me: I love Jimmy Sullivan.
Friend: But--
Me: I'm in love with him!
Friend: Alright fine you're in love with him! Have you ever actually met him?
Me: No... could you introduce me??
first discovering a group: omfg how am i going to tell them apart
later in the obsession: omg yes that's him i can tell by his ear shape
Jimmy Sullivan: We were in a car accident, I'm your husband.
Me: Okay.
My heart, guise.
atrumthespecialmuffin:
It’s starting to hurt. I have, like… a day and a half left in Texas, out of seventeen.
Time, Y U NO SLOW DOWN?!
I guarantee, that on Tuesday afternoon at around 5pm when I’m saying my goodbyes to Saarni and her mother, on the outside I’ll be all:
“Okay, I love you guys so fucking much,”
“—see you at the end of the year ok love you call/text you when I get home! :D”
...
My Chemical Romance: I never said I'd lie in wait forever. If I died, we'd be together now. I can't always just forget her, but she could try. At the end of the world, or the last thing I see, you're never coming home, never coming home. Could I? Should I? And all the things that you never ever told me, and all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me. And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me. For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me.
Citizen Cope: You know it ain't easy, for these thoughts here to leave me. There are no words to describe it, in French or in English. Well diamonds - they fade, and flowers - they bloom. I'm telling you, these feelings won't go away. They've been knocking me sideways. They've been knocking me out lately, whenever you come around me. These feelings won't go away, they keep knocking me sideways. I keep thinking in a moment that time will take them away, but these feelings won't go away.
Green Day: Summer has come and passed, the innocent can never last. Wake me up when September ends. Like my fathers come to pass, seven years has gone so fast. Wake me up when September ends. Here comes the rain again, falling from the stars. Drenched in my pain again, becoming who we are. As my memory rests, but never forgets what I lost. Wake me up when September ends.
The Black Keys: I headed out to Lester Hill, but that just made me weaker still. She's got the kind of love I need, the kind that's never good on me. I walked into the battle blind, it happens almost all the time. The yard is kind of overgrown, and all those happy times are gone. It doesn't mean a thing to me, and it's about time you see, that things ain't like they used to be.
Avenged Sevenfold: Now I think I understand, how this world can overcome a man. Like a friend we saw it through, in the end I gave my life for you. Gave you all I had to give, found a place for me to rest my head. While I may be hard to find, heard there's peace just on the other side.
Iron & Wine: There are names across the sea, only now I do believe. Sometimes, with the windows closed, she'll sit and think of me. But she'll mend his tattered clothes, and they'll kiss as if they know. A baby sleeps in all our bones, so scared to be alone.
HIM: Just one look into your eyes, one look and I'm crying, 'cause you're so beautiful. Just one kiss and I'm alive, one kiss and I'm ready to die, 'cause you're so beautiful. Just one touch and I'm on fire, one touch and I'm crying, 'cause you're so beautiful. You're so beautiful, my darling.
COLD: It's kind of like the waves that roll their whole life towards somewhere, crashing on the shore. It's blown in by the wind, that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star. A different kind of pain is someone there to hold you, is someone there to take you away from me.
OURS: I've had a hard time thinking, I've had the hardest fall. I'm drowning and now I'm sinking, into it all. Remember the words of someone, someone I used to know: "love everyone but keep them, far from your soul."
30 Seconds to Mars: Was it a dream, was it a dream? Is this the only evidence that proves it; a photograph of you and I. Your reflection I've erased, like a thousand burned out yesterdays. Believe me, when I say goodbye forever is for good.
Gorillaz: Summer don't know me, he just left me in love with myself. 'Cause I do know, Lord, from you that just died. I saw that day, lost my mind. Lord I'm fine, maybe in time you'll want to be mine.
Maroon 5: I never knew perfection 'til I heard you speak, and now it kills me just to hear you say the simple things. Now waking up is hard to do, sleeping is impossible too. Everything's reminding me of you, but what can I do?
Brand New: Take me, take me back to your bed. I love you so much that it hurts my head. I don't mind you under my skin, I'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in. Well you're my favorite bird and when you sing, I really do wish that you'd wear my ring. No matter what they say, I am still the king, and now the storm is coming, the storm is coming in.
The Used: Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind, where worries are washed out to sea. See the changes, peoples' faces blurred out, like sunspots or raindrops. Now all those feelings, those yesterdays feelings, will all be lost in time. But today, I've wasted away, for today is on my mind.
Sara Bareilles: This is my winter song, December never felt so wrong. 'Cause you're not where you belong; inside my arms. This is my winter song to you, the storm is coming soon. It rolls in from the sea. My love a beacon in the night, my words will be your light, to carry you to me. Is love alive, is love alive?
Mumford and Sons: I begged you to hear me, there's more than flesh and bones. Let the dead bury the dead, they will come out in droves. But take the spade from my hands, and fill in the holes you've made. Plant your hope with good seeds, don't cover yourself with thistle and weeds. Rain down, rain down on me.
Nicki Minaj: You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, you a you a stupid hoe. You a stupid hoe, yeah you a you a stupid hoe.You a stupid hoe you a you a stupid hoe. You stupid stupid, you a stupid hoe
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As you can see, my brother got all the good looks.
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Doesn't my brother have a beautiful smile?
Atrum, my fiance, my mom, my brother and I went...
So here’s me and my brother, JesusChristDaveGrohlTomCruise…. also known as Zach (left) and my fiance, Cevyn. (right) Feels good to be twenty, man. Not really. Someone make it stop.
Writing
Interviewer: So have you guys started writing anything ne__.
Syn (2010): no
Zacky(2011): none
M Shadows(2012): NOOOOOO!!
Well… Fucking fat bitches who act like children and have nothing better to do than tell lies and almost destroy a relationship need to fucking fall off a cliff and die. Painfully. Cunts. Everyone. Fuck humanity, it’s filled with fat cunts.
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Also, gotta say it's fucking sad when my...
Charlie was the first person to tell me Happy Birthday, you ass… I have yet to see anything from you. Johnny Christ, why did I care about our friendship for so fucking long? It’s obvious you’re more interested in lifting weights and scoring pussy. If you do happen to run into the boy I used to know, down that fucking sad road you’re traveling, tell him I said...
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Woke up to the biggest pile of cat vomit I've ever...
Still better than getting a gift card, tho.
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me: did it hurt when you fell from heaven
gerard:
me:
gerard: how long have you been in that closet
me: shouldn't i be asking you the same thing
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That awkward moment when I just started rambling...
Words just kept pouring out of me like word vomit, and poor Atrum was just sitting there waiting for me to stop. Me: “I’m rambling now.” Atrum: “Are you okay…? Did you see a picture of Jimmy that you’ve never seen before? Are you alright?” Me: “Yeah, I’m alright now.”
That awkward moment when you walk into a room and...
meganwantsariot:
this is to the boys from California. this is to...
unwanted-clemency:
I love you.
fuckbitchesgetdani:
Zuckerberg
Eisenberg
Samberg
Iceberg
Dinkleberg
Whenever I try to romantically make eye contact...
n0repinephr1ne:
expectation:
reality:
That awkward moment when everyone on your dash...
THIS FINGER'S FOR OUR MEMORIES
unwanted-clemency:
The sexual noises I make when I stretch
Anonymous asked: it's good to be back. <3 Had to check up on the boys yaknow? I'll be around a lot more now, though. promise. (: -Jellybean, xoxo
Anonymous asked: I've missed you too! I hope they were tears of laughter! hahah. how are you these days? sorry i've been away so much. -Jellybean, xoxo
Anonymous asked: Hey babygirl!! i hear that Atty's visiting you huh? are you ladies havin a fuckin ball together like always?! -Jellybean, xoxo
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My face when I find a new picture of Jimmy...